07 September 2008

frustration

OK so it Saturday night.....
and i have been doing uni work all night and i did it last night!
trying to stay a float with uni, work and health...BUGGER!!!!
I have been doing lino prints for another assessment and i am awful!
I have jpegs from elli i just got and will post tomorrow as it is 2am and i am exhausted!
I have been working on response for her but i feel like i am not with it! I end up creating some thats awful! bad composition, bad palette the lot!!!! so i will try again tomorrow. I have a tutorial seminar on Thursday and that is stealing my attention...why do i get so nervous!
Do u ever get the feeling that u are out of u'r depth and when u talk in front of u'r peers u will say something wrong? even tho u are talking about art and u'r opinion? opinions aren't wrong thats why they are opinions! I have to make sure I have an answer for any random questions...i don't want to respond with "thats just the way it is" or a tradiotional farmers opinion with "thats what my dad did and his dad did thats why i am cutting down all the trees putting dams in where they suit me and not catchment areas and selling my produce to overseas"...anywayi am tried and raving!! this is a blog not a personal diary.........zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz (this pic is what google offered me when i typed in "asleep stressed study art" its a map to a loving relationship....WTF?
Steps to a Loving Relationship

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